Lie there and take it.
Let Him do what He needs to do.
Deep down you’ve dreamt of this moment for a long time. Now it is finally happening. But is it so much scarier and painful than you imagined.
Let go. Open your hole. It is too late to stop it. you asked for it and now you are getting it. So let go and let him have you. All of you.
Once you let go, you will begin to find your true self. you are a sub. you belong to Him and He is going to own you. And deep down, you yearn to be owned.
you may as well learn to enjoy it.